活得快乐。。。

最近在感情上我面对了一件非常大的挫折。我和交往三年的男朋友分手了。
分手的理由不明，他只对我说感情变了，他没那么爱我了。
我伤心了好些日子，那段日子我就好象活在外太空里。拒绝去接受那一段真相。想哭时能够哭个不停。 有还会放空，发呆。想他，想问他为什么要这么容易放弃我。难道三年的爱就比不上身边的诱惑和怂恿吗？我感到好害怕，一个人的爱就那么脆弱吗？

但是时间也过得好快，日子和时间也都慢慢的冲淡一切。
这三年我也没好好的为自己的将来打算。
自己的生活因该要由自己掌握，我也不能因为他而停止生活。
我要开始学会爱自己，我也慢慢的要回自己的信心。
就因为我每天都还在呼吸，心还在跳动，所以我没能放弃自己。我要活得更快乐。我相信有一天我也能找到我的幸福。

我要谢谢我的朋友，谢谢他门所给的鼓励和爱！

世界都空荡荡

I extracted a few lines of lyrics from 江美琪 song 房间. which really reflects how I am feeling right now. A simple song that tell you how much she misses him.
打开窗是相同的阳光，然而感觉不一样。你不在身旁世界都空荡荡。
关上窗失眠一如往常，但答应过要坚强。

在这房间里所发生的过往，让我短暂看见了幸福摸样。
在这房间里面消失的时光，我承认到现在还不肯遗忘。
天真的想问你还会想我吗，终究只是个疯狂的想法。
却是我收藏眼泪的地方。。。

It is MIDWEEK!

It had been a long time since we last met each other... almost near to a year~! There were so much changes done in this one year. haha... the happiest thing is that Jiawen, who just got married last year is pregnant and she will be delivering her baby girls soon. As for the rest... wedding bells soon for Val? Hazel and her BF is still in the "tian mi mi" moment!

Everyone seems to be doing well, I am waiting to meet that Cherie Lim! I believe she has lots of stuff to update me.

ShinHwa Comeback!! Hope to hear their new songs soon... Jiayou, Oppa. Sarang Haeyo!

When 2011 is coming to an end...

Which day of a year is the happiest day of my life! Of cos it would be my Birthday. haha. Why....

When every year is coming to an end I will become happier and looking forward for that day to arrive. Yaayaa! i heard what you guys are saying.. isn't getting older is a bad thing!! wrinkles la... white hair la... all these aging signs are getting more obvious. And we have to start spending lots of money for de-aging/anti-aging products to keep our youth. Agree... agree *nod, nod. But when i grow older I learn, hear, see and experience a lot more of things. I treasure every moment that i learn something and I grow from there! We start to grow and learn from the age of zero and we never stop these process until our last breath. Although sometimes there are pain and hardship but it is a process of learning too... We just have to continue learn and gain as we grow old. Keep our learning spirit just like learning to spend the right money on the correct anti-aging products! haha!

Cheers to me turning 27 this year <3

活到老学到老。。。

老爸真棒！
This morning when I was preparing to leave my house for work, I saw my daddy just getting ready to go out. Out of curiosity, I asked him why was he still at home. He told me he is on the CPR course for these few days. Wah Seh! For someone like him who is non-english educated and has to pick up learning something in english context, it is already a BIG achievement le! JIAYOU, lim papa!

Our future home...

A very special day.

爱•幸福

Recollecting the happy moment... dedicating this to the one and only you.

I never forget the day when we first date, the top that u wore, the smile on your face and the feeling that I had when you first look into my eyes.

I never forget the day when you first hold my hand, the movie that we watched, how scare i was during the movie, and how much happiness i had that day.

I never forget the day when you first kiss me, the days that i misses you so much, and the days we sweet talk together.

亲爱的，谢谢你那么爱我！我爱你 (^.^)

and most importantly thank you for loving me, my family and my friends.