长大了!

"我不想我不想不想长大
长大后世界就没有花
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻."

This was a very popular song sang by SHE. You must be wondering why did i suddenly talk about this song. hmmph, let me tell you why. This song have been repeatingly playing inside my brain since yesterday. I don't know why, maybe because i just turn 21 yesterday(in singapore 21 is the legal age (in simple it means that you are not under *some some(??) protection and a more simple defination is that when u are 21 you are responsible for yourself)). But that song got nothing to do with all those responsibility even though they are true. The real reason is just like the meaning of the song - it is still not yet the time for me to be mature and to grow old.
I just felt that time is passing away too fast that i am not able to catch up with it. There are still many things that are not done but time was already ahead of me. AHAH~~~~ i really have to look into it!!! (alamak, Alamak....) haha, i think ppl who know me will really understand what am i saying.
must change, I must CHANGE!!! Even though, there is a chinese saying "本性难移". Hee hee i hope i can, one of my new year resolution. *noted