Some little thoughts...

Everything didn't come to a stop because of what have happened. The sunrise mark each beginning of the day and the sunset marks the end of the day. Everyday passes by in such a routine which lead me to forget abt smth and that makes me feel less painful. I numb the pain and move on everyday with hope, hoping that I could walkout from this totally. I made changes to my life, a change that I mark a new beginning to my life. I get to enjoy more things, experience a new journey. I understand more and use a different perspective to look at stuff. I change a lot more to a better me. I hope with all these changes it brings me to a new level and soon I will walk or from the pain I am having. I am still waking up everyday missing "him".

Simple Joy by Piya Tan

Love is
To love life is to love the most valuable thing there is:
love not just your body, but more so your heart,
for, your body may not listen to you,
but your heart will if you try hard enough.

You cannot love just a part of a person,
for, then you will miss all the rest:
to love the whole person is never to miss them,
for, they are always with you in your heart.

Love is a spacious silence,
without which there is no music,
the healing stillness between breaths
that you feel only in letting go.

Well... what were you doing when the clock strike 12!

Cinderella change back into her normal clothes coated with cinder...
The carriage turn back into a pumkin and the horsemen change back into blind mice...
A new day started again...
How about you?

I.... was text one of my favourite girlfriend!

残酷的温柔。。。

 

你像往常一样的温柔 轻轻的看着我

 

慢慢的说但最好是分手

 

慢慢的说你是你我是我

Heartbroken

Crushed with sorrow or grief.

Can a broken heart be mend?

Recently, there are many articles touching on how science help people to understand more about human, especially on the physiological perspective. Counsellor, physcologist and motivator speakers are working towards science to reach out to people who need help.
Have you wonder how people who been through terrible experience has the ability to live on. It is interesting to find out how it works. I can't explain why and how using science could help but I would say being strong is the best remedy to recovery road.
A master said this in an article, all of us has a inner tool box which we could use it when we need. What does the tool box contains? It has mercy, optimistic, responsibility, aggresive, joy, honesty, trust and thanksgiving.
Currently, I am on the road of recovery and I am proud to say I am doing well now. My inner tool box help me to overcome it. The love from my family and friends allow me to gain back my confidence and feel so much in love again.
My broken heart is mend but it will never be the same anymore. I am a new meili and I look forward to my new future.

A keep coming back feeling...

Sometimes it just come and go like a wind. It allow me to immerse myself into it totally and out of it clearly when it leaves....

Feeling fortunate I

After reading the article on this year human rights campaign, I told myself that I should feel very lucky. This year campaign focus a big part on women rights, a big focus is on the stories behind the women in developing countries (middle east and etc).  

For most women becoming an adult is an eventful moment but to some women it is a fearful life journey has just started. A country culture and belief caused an inequality between men and women. Culture controlled women to allow their men feel more superior and powerful. How can this unfair treatment survive for so long? We are already in the 21st century.  If they oppose their fate and turn things the other way round, they will be consider as a disgrace to their families. No one will be proud of them even their own mother and their children. As such, some women still went on to change their fate. Their bravery, endurance and confident pull them through the difficulties.

Well, I am a woman of the 21st century and I live in a country of equality. I have a much better life here so why should I still feel not contented…

don't dwell in the past, don't dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.

life journey doesn't just stop for you...